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I like some people so much, their whole way, and being, that I can't say a word for fear of wrecking it. So if you see me standing across the room, not looking, I'm probably in love with you. Damaged, benzo surfer...

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Why We Love Sociopaths: A Guide To Late Capitalist Television
Adam Kotsko
Guns, Germs, and Steel: The Fates of Human Societies
Jared Diamond
The Enormous Room
E.E. Cummings
Uses for Boys
Erica Lorraine Scheidt
Elizabeth Bathory: A Memoire: As Told by Her Court Master, Benedict Deseo
Kimberly Craft
The Price of Inequality: How Today's Divided Society Endangers Our Future
Joseph E. Stiglitz

Sometimes I Act Crazy: Living with Borderline Personality Disorder

Sometimes I Act Crazy: Living with Borderline Personality Disorder - Jerold J. Kreisman, Hal Straus I'm just skimming 'I Hate You..." and "Sometimes I Act Crazy..." both because they have some nomenclature and familiar language and territory that's good for me right now. I need to be in this zone anyway for a while. It's like knowing there are 'others out there' by reading these books. I'll tell you, it's like opening the book, flipping around and just knowing your'e not a good match, the same way it happens when you go to a therapist for the first time. I've been dealing with BPD and other 'conditions' since forever. This is like milk therapy, drinking some to settle your stomach. I know that doesn't make sense, it couldn't possibly unless you were me.